Betrayed once again!!!

I was betrayed once again! Why?! Why must I be so trusting?! Why didn't I follow my instincts?! My frens are sure gonna call me an idiot once again....for giving that one precious last chance. Why? Why must I always be the one who gets hurt in the end?! Why? What have I done?! I really feel so betrayed, worthless, useless.....like it's no point living. Why must u keep hurting me? Why must u keep doing this to me? Where's ur damn sense of compassion?! Have u no heart? Idiot! I am the idiot! For being to trusting........