Stop, think & reflect

I now understand why the first few years of marriage make or break a rship. I understand now why people said that, first few years are the most difficult of all. It's so full of doubts, fear, anger, sadness, disappointments and many more.

Despite a super long-term rship, the numbers do not matter once u tie the knot because it all will go back to NULL. Despite claiming understanding towards each other, it all goes down the drain after the knot is tied. Despite claiming love, doubts seep in.

Initially, I couldnt understand it all. Now, I know.