I AM CAPTIVATED!!!

I am feeling so CAPTIVATED!! Wanna know why..? Wait till October....hehehehehe

Feeling very worn out

First week of school and I am super worn out already. Rushing here and there...with admin stuff like EPMS, Drums performances, collating IT stuff, lesson plans etc. At home, have late nights due to marking and continuing the admin matters. There was once I slept at 4.30am in the morning and woke up super groggy. In class, I didnt even know what I blabbered.

Since the day I got sick...I think my body is not as strong as before. Maybe due to age too..hehe. Sigh...Hope I can endure all these.

Today I planned to collate my long due IT lessons...plan my lessons...mark assignments etc. But..I ended up vacuuming the house, cook and grooming Pinky. Just finished...and I am feeling so damn tired. So how to do wat I plan?!! Argh!

There's just so many things to do at home...sometimes I just dread going back home. How I wish I can stay in school as long as I want..finish up wateva tasks I need to complete...with ample food n drinks. After everything is done..then I go back so that I can fully rest..or not..since I have to do the chores etc.

How I wish I can be a housewife now..so that I can do wateva I should do without having to worry about my other job...which I need to feed myself. Well, I am not that lucky I guess...so I have to be a juggler...at school I work...at home I work too!!

WHY CANT I AT LEAST GET 1...JUST 1..DAY OF REST!! DOING NOTHING BUT REST!!!!