Tired...very very tired

SInce coming back from Pahang...I have not rested. The next day have to send baby Aneeqa to the hospital coz her jaundice got worse. Then the next day baby Aneeqa came back so I had to take care of her. Yesterday and today had to bathe her, feed her, cook for her mum etc etc.

Yesterday got Malay Dept meeting..just now got Staff Meeting....arghhhhhhh

I am so damn tired!!!!

How I wish I can get another month of holiday.

I am having backache which is of course not helping with me doing most of the chores at home. My hubby keeps facing his laptop...die die wanna burn that movie.

I think..if I continue being like this...plus school is gonna open soon......I will just drop dead or go crazy!!!!!

Seeing Aneeqa's face is surely rewarding....

Return from Pahang

Returned from Pahang after going there on the 24th. Initially we were afraid that it would rain super heavily and cause flood. ALhamdulillah everything was fine. Even met my pen pal, Lin. Finally got to see Danish. Lin is giving birth to another baby this January.

Stayed at Ranting Resort. It was good unlike Lis Na Ree resort which sucks big time. For S$40 a night, I can get better hotels here in SIngapore. Well, Ranting Resort was worth it. It's located near the Cherating Beach. Very nice sand and water.

Lin brought us to a waterfall there. Really had fun swimming but the waterfall is really scary. I almost got pulled by the very strong current. The water was cooling and refreshing.

After that, went to Megamall to shop. Bought for Aneeqa one set of clothing. ALso bough for Lin a hamper, shared with A. Mail.

We then visited Mie (Lin's hubby) mother before going to Lin's house at Inderapura. After that we went back to Ranting...a one hour long journey.

The next day we play at the beach before checking out. Went over to Megamall again to shop last minute.

Overall, it was such an experience. WOuld want to go there again.

More photos at my fotopages!!

My newborn baby niece!!

My sister just gave birth to a baby gerl at around 5am in the morning. Her name is Aneeqa Aizura bte Khaizuran. So cute and small, weighing 2.6kg. Very noti too..hehehe. Luckily she was born before my Pahang trip.

FINALLY....

1 more day!

1 more day to being Mrs Izwandy. Am I nervous? Of course!!! I dunno wat I have not done or wat have I done. Dunno wat to pack since I am moving over to my sis house.

Urgh! I am stressing myself out!!!

Later I'll go for my manicure pedicure while Izoned get his hair cut. Den have to buy DV tape for tomorro. Den have to file up impt documents for tomorro.

K..better rest now.

My POEM on Berita Harian!!

Hehehe....My poem is on Berita Harian today!!

My Wedding Dress....A Disaster!!!

Yesterday my sis took for me my wedding dress. Yesterday night, I tried it on. DISASTER!!!

The cream and blue dress for my wedding was not suppose to be like this!! It was suppose to be full-laces. However, only my top was laced. So where's my another 2metre, $120 worth lace cloth? I called the shop and he said that he didnt know where coz his wife was the one who did the sewing. And now, she's at Batam coz they are not having marital problems. Worse...he said he will go back at the end of this month to reconcile with her. WHAT? End of this month?!!! I AM GETTING MARRIED NEXT MONDAY!!! He couldnt even contact his wife coz she changed her number. SHIT!!!

Andy's cream baju kurung is also not well done. His pockets are not properly sewn. Even his baju is not properly sewn. But this, the shop owner said he can rectify the problem.

My black n dark pink wedding reception dress is much better. Was thinking of wearing that if my 1st dress is really gonecase. BUT........I COULDNT FIT INTO IT!!! It was way smaller than the original measuring. The sewing is also not done properly!!

I am like so sad. Already we never get our house key. Now even my wedding dress is ruined. God really knows how to test us. I'll just pray hard that on that day, everything will turn out well.

FOr my wedding dress, my back up plan would be to borrow wedding outfit from Andy's auntie who is a Mak Andam. If not, have to buy another outfit. Sigh..more money wasted.

PEEPS...PLS PRAY HARD FOR ME THAT THINGS WILL TURN OUT WELL. THANKS!!

Developing sore throat again!!!

My throat is super itchy and in pain. Affecting my ears too. I think I am developing sore throat again. Should go to another doctor coz this doctor is quite pissed that I always develop sore throat once in every 2 months.

WIth this sore throat...as well as PMS...I am easily irritated. Right now, I am irritated at my parents coz they are so noisy. Want to paint the room paint lah...no need to make noise. Wanna make noise den dun paint!!

Yesterday met with Aiz n Dirah to ask for their permission if we can stay at their place for the mean time while waiting for our keys. (remember the irritating owner?!!!). They agreed.

Andy made al lot of comments that I was not happy about. But just kept quiet coz at this moment...I will get irritated if I inform him and he choose to be ignorant or whatsoever lah. He commented that we no need to hire a mover to carry my stuff. We can just use trolley like how my sis did it to transfer my stuff. He tot my stuff is all the ones that he can see. He doesnt know that I have many2 stuff. Then he decided to postpone the delivery of the bed and dining table that we have bought. Then where do we sleep?? He said can just use mattress. Wahlau! Wat does he take me for. Just because I am a person who is simple he can treat me this way. I was thinking of postponing the delivery of dining table but still get the bed. If we are moving house later we can hire a mover or rent a lorry or something to transport to our new apartment. But he said its troublesome coz we need to dismantle it again later. Wat's so damn difficult!!!

Just now my sis said...if sleep on mattress might as well no need to live at her place. Might as well I just stay in my room. WHICH IS SUPER DUPER TRUE coz that was wat I said to Andy yesterday. Right now I am feeling so shitty too because of what he said yesterday. I dun care....I will get that bed!!! I deserve that bed!!! The least we can do also is to buy a sofa bed which we can "sell" to my sis later. She also said that she may wan a sofa bed for guests as later wen her baby comes, her mum in law may wanna sleepover.

I will talk again to Andy on this. I dun care. I wan and deserve that bed! If he still is stubborn, then I might as well stay at my own place and he can have his favourite mattress at his grandma place all by himself!

HDB 1st Appointment...a Disappointment

I was all excited for this appointment. Was waiting for seller's confirmation whether we can get the keys earlier. The paperwork ran smoothly. We heard bad news. The seller was reluctant to handover the keys. They said they are scared to take the risk. They are afraid that we will do renovation when we move in.

To make matter worse, they said they will only agree if we pay them "rental" to compensate for their risk. What the F***!!!! It's like paying rental to live in our own house!!!

Upon hearing that, I dun even wanna plead them to let us move in earlier. What! JUst because they doctors....can be stuck up n unfriendly n now untrusting. We are also professionals what. Hate this kind of people....look down on others. Wonder how they treat their patients.

Yupz...they are stuck up people. Didn't even come over to say Hi to us. Didnt even smile. So dislike these peeps.

Well...if neva get keys earlier den fine. Can hold the makan2 at my mum's place. Can live with ma sis for a while.

End of Course

Finally! It's over!!! 4 days of early morning. But then, it's also the end of meeting n socialising with frenz. How I miss my NIE days.