It's just me and baby....

Hubby is away...he is in Msia having camp with his form class. His school is having this all-level camp thingy. So now I am in my bro's room...yup..sleepover at mum's. Feeling rather bored..n lonely of course. Not only missing hubby...but my soft toy that I sleep with every night too. Right now..my back n butt are aching like mad. Maybe because just now I carried a 2-3kg bag from my place all the way to mum's. No hubby to carry it for me...sob sob.

These past weeks...been feeling extra tired. Baby is super kicking me. Can't even do marking coz she will start kicking bad when I sit for long. She wants me to lie down everytime...where can...mummy need to work u know. Oh ya...been getting discharge lately...but I dunno whether normal or not...coz previously no discharge. Maybe I will ask my gynae next visit..which is next month. First time mummy ni...anxious betul. hehehe.

Work is of coz never helping...always piling up and students arent nicer even. Just now..I ask if any students wanna help me carry THEIR BOOKS to my pigeon hole...all escaped..luckily there was this 1 boy who helped. Wat is to become of youth nowadays. I also encountered students just staring at me while a carry a heavy box..and 1 gundu even want to salam me when my hands are full! Wonder wat is being taught at home.

Currently..I am praying hard that baby wun be ready till she is due coz I have an intensive mother tongue programme to go thru during May. If I am not there..my colleague will be shorthanded. Well..there's 2.5 ML teachers only...AND ITS NOT ENUFF!!

Mothers out there..any tips or advice for this anxious mummy...who is facing all these issues now?