Settled!

Went to Woodlands to meet with Kak Hana. Wanted to settle my wedding stuff.

Right now, we have settled the make up, costumes, food, deco, helpers and DJ. For photography, we decided to choose DShootz instead of her cameraman. Wedding cake-Simplycupcakes. Kompang-My Malay Drums boys. Berkat-still thinking about it. Few more things to settle before the Big Day. Oh ya...still need to clean up my new house too.

For the past 2 days, me and hubby as well as my family members helped out to paint the house. Right now, the house is almost done. Except for painting the gate, room doors, service balcony as well as the balcony. We also need to change a few doors as well as staining some wood (as a matter of fact...it's a LOT OF WOOD!!!)

Our bed and dining table are already there. We still have to buy cooker hood, stove, oven, fridge, washing machine, fan, doors. And me and hubby going Mustafa later with my sis and her hubby. We sure are going to buy a lot of things!!!

Right now, hubby and I are awaiting the day we finally move in. Can't wait!!!

Sleepyyyyyyyyyyy

In Staff room now. Waiting for my hubby to fetch me. We are going to settle some wedding stuff.

Oh ya...my wedding reception will be on the 18th March 2006. Me and hubby can only invite 100 guests together. The other remaining are for relatives. His mum wanted to take 200 invites. (isnt that a lot??!!). I hope my mum can spare me some more invites. Will discuss with her later.

Will need to do the wedding cards. Decided to do them ourselves. Hubby will be doing the designing while I do the printing. Luckily I have a good printer.

Ok...hubby's here. See ya!

Got my keys!! I have a property!!!

Yahooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

This Sunday I am going to clean up the house. Then my grandma will be coming over. Next week, we will settle everything. Booking of void deck, make up etc etc.....

Very very busy...

A very bad day....

It started since yesterday. With teachers complaining about my form class. Yes, I am the form teacher of 2T1. A very notorious class. I chose their class..how stupid am I right.

Yesterday, Veron, the art teacher complained that the Malay boys are not handing in their work. Then, my own FT1 (form teacher 1, same like co form) complained to me about Azri misbehaving. Hello, dun u know how to manage your own class?!! How come I can manage them?? And then, wen u can't, u shift it all to me?? Hey FT1....u r the form teacher for God sake!!!

Then later in the night, I was pissed off again by my husband. As usual, he never consult me in huge decision making that actually requires both of our opinion. He decided things himself and I was the LAST person to know about it. I wanted to be cool, but I couldn't coz this was not the first time. I was really angry, sad and disappointed. I controlled myself, preventing myself from crying.

Do you know that u r now married and that ur wife needs to be involved?!! How insensitive and heartless can u get?? For the past 8 years u have done this to me...what...u wanna break the World Record??!! I work, do chores, cook, make sure things are ok....and this is how I am treated back in return?!! U really broke my heart....a heart that has already been broken...for the gazillion times.

Today, the 1st thing that greeted me was, the FT1 complaining about Azri again!!!! Hey!!! I get it yesterday!!! SO BUZZ OFF!!!!

Then, I was greeted with 2 periods of relief!! I was supposed to be exempted coz I have 35 teaching periods!! ***hole!!!

Why? Why do I even bother to go into this line? Why do I even bother to help people when they dun wanna help themselves. Why do I even bother moulding these lives?!!

WHy do I even bother to love and give when I am not appreciated?!!


WHY??!

At home...

Right now at home....having some family time. Abang Idris is here. My mum and Hakim is also here.

Yesterday, went to SGH to visit Ibrahim. My JI friend. He is battling with cancer and his cancer is at an advance stage. Looking at his frail, weak and pale body, I really pitied him. He used to be so active...luv to play soccer. He was warded since 3 days before Christmas. He had to wait till there are doctors, who are busy enjoying their holiday, to be on duty to do his operation. His lungs are filled with water. Yesterday, I saw 2 packets of yellow liquid at his bedside. Those were the liquid that they drew from him. Met the others there. Nong and Naquib explained to us what happened to him. I hope things will get better for him.

He is around our age. To see him in that state really make me think. That can happen to anyone irregardless of age. It is an eye opener for most of us there.

Hope U will get well......

Happy 2006!!!

Wow! How time flies. It's now 2006. The start of another year. This year, will be different from all the other years. I am now a wife. Have new responsibilities. Also an aunt.

So wat is my new year's resolution?

1. To become a good wife --> Carrying out my duties and role well
2. To become a better teacher --> To not be too emotionally attached to the students. Teach better. Be a good role model.
3. To not be so emotional --> I am really working on this. My hubby is sure very understanding and patient.
4. Smile more often --> This can surely relieve my stress
5. To love my hubby with all my heart --> Since marrying him, my luv for him is really getting stronger. I love you sayang!!!
6. To learn from past mistakes --> Last year, a lot of things happened. I've learnt a lot from them and I hope they wun happen again.
7. To be more ladylike --> Har har har...I am really really trying...it's hard!!!
8. To not be a pessimist --> I am one...but I am trying to think positive now.
9. To think of ways to make extra money --> I am keeping accounts and thinking of making my yahoo auction active again.
10. To beautify our new house --> That'll be soon!! Yay!!
11. To be more religious --> Hubby, U will lead me in this yah!!
12. To strengthen our marriage --> Love, lots of it. Faith in the relationship and Allah.
13. Watch my health --> Stop eating too much. Exercise. Plain water.

Basically these will be it. Hehehe