Last observation by C. Mis tomorro

Yay...only 3 more observations to go by my CTs....1 more by Cikgu Saeda. Tomorro will be my last observation by Cikgu Mis. Wooohoooo!! After all observations I can do revision with them.

I got 4 more weeks to go till the end of practicum. My HOD said there's a possibilty that I will come back to ZSS. Well, I dun mind actually since it's quite near my place. But...one thing I dun like abt ZSS is the IT problem. THERE'S NO Projector in the MT classrooms. So I have to bring portable projector here n there. It's already time consuming to set up laptop..den have to set up projector....speaker...etc etc. So cumbersome.

Maybe once I am there as a trained teacher....I can list down all suggestions. GSS has a computer in each class...so IT savvy. Teachers dun even need to bring laptops around. ZSS...sigh....laptops here n there. As a result...my laptop has cracked!!! :(

I hope that they will start installing projector soon. If not it'll be quite boring to do the chalk n talk way.

K..need to do marking...chow!

P.S: yunakatz awaits her Burger Bundle Day tomorro......

Sad...

There has been another earthquake at Sumatera. It was really devastating news. I really pity them. There are many poor people there whose main source of income is based on the crops they planted. Corruption everywhere. It's already so tough there...this have to happen. And it's so not easy to provide aid to them especially in monetary terms. Sigh....

I really pray hard that this will be the last disaster to them. They have suffered enough I guess. Yah it's God's will.......but I hope that this will end for them. Ya Allah, please protect your beings and bless them with good health and happiness. And may wateva happen be a source for self-reflection and repentance. Amin.




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P.S: Yunakatz will sleep with a heavy heart. Flashes of the two disasters will keep playing in her mind.

It's been a long time

It really has been a long time since I make an entry. Well here it is. These past few weeks has been topsy turvy. There's so much ups n downs...mostly downs. Hehehhe

However, right after school reopen, I began to loosen up a bit and not be to pressurized over the lesson plans issue. I mean...teaching effectively is the most important thing of all than 1000 lesson plans. Yes lesson plans do help...but just 10%. After my observation by my Sup on 22nd Mar, things got better. Even my r'ship with my 4NAs got better. They now talked to me..livelier n even the gerls came up to me to talk. Really made my day!! So this week...was a really happy week.

26 March was my sayang's bday. Initial plan cancelled. Instead we went to watch HITCH at Orchard Cineplex. It was a super hilarious movie (the jokes are of course not for those still too young...hehehe). Very romantic too...sigh....love is beautiful I guess. After that had dinner at McDonalds coz we got sick at eating at restaurants. Den we went shopping at Far East Plaza. Bought watches and lots of TSHIRTS. We then went back home coz we both were so tired. Overall, it was a nice outing.

K I am gonna go back to my LPs now...see ya wen i c u

Lesson plans n assignments DUE

Today 1 whole day at home to do my lesson plans. Still haven't done my assignment due on Monday. I dun even know whether I can send the assignment then coz Monday is a long day. I dun think I can make it in time to reach school before 5pm!! Oh nO!! I just realised that actually!!

I better sms her tomorro to tell her about it. She's coming down to observe me on Tuesday. So I hope I can send her on Tuesday instead.

So back to my lesson plans. I have to plan a few special lesson plans as my supervisor n CT will be observing the 1st week wen school reopens. So many things to do...so little time. Preparing lesson plans is one thing.....getting the materials ready is another cumbersome job. Oh wen oh wen can this end! 29 April.....I am so looking forward for u.

It's 4.30am in the morning already? Gosh..how time flies wen u dun want it too!!! K I am super sleepy..I think I will continue tomorro instead. K den...*yawn* Goodnite

So fed up

Today watched Spongebob the Movie at JP with Andy. After that makan at West Coast. The movie is funny...I LUVVVVVV SPONGEBOB!!! I think I laughed more than the children...hehehe.

Reached home...my mood was spoilt. Here's the story:-

Andy was approached by my mum to write names on my sis wedding cards. He refused and gave excuses that can cause anyone to be pissed...especially my mum. I know lah he's pissed about doing this n that for my sis wedding preparation but my own sis like doing nothing. I am pissed too...but he didn't have to be like tt towards my mum. I mean...he knew my mum is the kind who wun want people to say no to her. I mean...he can just shut up down there....assume that he'll do it...den go to my sis n ask her to do it lah. So easy. But as usual...he just preferred to make my mum pissed. And I know she was. Well...I was pissed to at him so I did the job instead. Then he went to my sis n told her off....my sis was pissed and wanted to take over wat I was doing...but since I had started might as well I finished it right. So everyone was pissed. I dun see the reason why he must be rude to get his points forward. Sigh. Well...it's easy for him coz the object of my mum's wrath would be ME!!

I feel like I am this person in the middle of 2 opposing ends. Wateva they do...the one suffering is me. Sigh. I am also pissed at my sis of course. U see ah......she and her fiance getting married this May. Of course they do their wedding preparation like getting the mak andam, food n all. My mum volunteered to do the guest gift for them. And of course we have to help out. I dun mind doing it u see....if I am free that is. But to see my sis coming back from work....just lay down on the sofa...doing nothing...den go to sleep...actually gets on my nerve. I am down here doing stuff for her..she dun even bother to help out. It's her wedding anyway. Wen I ask her to help, she always like to say that she's tired. Wat....I am not?! I am a robot is it? Is she the only working person in the family? It happened many times....she just sits down n relax...while others are all helping out. I mean...I am her...I would of course help out. It's my wedding anyway. She has been like this for quite some time. Even taking care of her own rabbit. Now I take care of her pet. She's always saying she got not time...not free...tired...but wen she is home....she just laze around...well....she can use that time to look at her rabbit wat!!

However, since I know she's the kind of person who will refuse advices (until she is in deep shit)...i just heck care abt her. Let her be. She's all grown up. Furthermore, if I want to advice...I'll end up being super pissed. So might as well ignore. BUT this Andy...just love to piss them off. And the one who'll get all the wrath of fury is ME. He neva thinks abt me at all wen he does all this stupid stuff. Why must dey do all this to me?!

I really dunno lah......I am so pissed already...I just told Andy that I dun want to say anything to them coz I dun want my mum n sis to find fault wif me at this moment. I am already stressed with my practicum. I dun need this!! But hey....he is just soooooo selfish!..........

Miserable

Feeling miserable.

Bad diarrhoea coz of food poisoning. Been in and out of toilet 5 times. No medicine. Feel so weak. Miserable.

Hurt.

Body hurt. Aches n pains. Bleeding. Emotionally scarred. Weak. Very hurt.

Disappointed.

Sad and disappointed. Turn against me. Viscious attack wen I am so feeble and weak. So so disappointed.

MISERABLE. HURT. DISAPPOINTED.

It's the holidays!!

Happy!! Happy!!

Today Sports Day. Had fun taking photos. My ex students came but were shooed away by some teachers. Sigh....

Saw a Malay guy from a gang fight with one of the ex-students, a Chinese boy who was all alone. Tried to rescue him but he stupidly follow the gang to a nearby block. Stupid! I had to call the police.

Now very very sleepy n tired. So I am gonna sleep after writing this blog. Den after replenishing my energy, I will then start working on my lesson plans!!!

WAT A HAPPY HOLIDAY!! Hahahahhaha :p

Lesson plans....and more lesson plans...

I'm so busy with lesson plans.......as if these things are the most important part of teaching. It does feel demotivating wen u dun achieve wat u plan. Sigh....and worse still....I have to do 7 -day detailed lesson plans to hand in every Monday. How am I suppose to know wat to teach on the last few days of the week. It may change wat. My other frens are just doing the weekly lesson plan which is not detailed. I have 11 lesson plans to do to hand in tomorro n my frens have 1. SO irritating.

Ok my break is over...back to my lesson plans!



Nany feels like tearing up her last week's lesson plans as all of them except 1 were unsuccessful.

It's been a while...

It's been a while since I post an entry. Been super busy since my praticum. Not even updating my fotopages. Sigh....

Live in school is ok. Workload is a lot of course...teaching...doing lesson plans....n lotz more. Even my NIE assignments are all put on hold. I dunno wen can I finish them.

1st week observation so all ok. 2nd week.......disorganised!! Tried to follow wat I've learnt in NIE but no use. Feel demotivated most of the time. Even worse, I had bad cough, sore throat n flu. Even had a fever. Wat a week. But I've come to realise sumthing. That I will not be so ambitious. Be realistic....these students are not wat I want them to be. 10 mins of discussion should be 20-30mins. Instructions should be said, showed in powerpoint....and said over n over again throughout the discussion......not once or twice like we've learnt in NIE.

NIE=Crap. Things are not so ideal in real life........esp in neighbourhood schools. Not only students......even teachers r not perfect divine creatures. Some are lowlife hypocrites n backstabbers. So unlike the traits of a teacher. I've learnt my lesson...hope next week will go well.

Ya Allah! Give me strength to go thru this. Shower me with endurance and patience.

Fed up

Learn something.....

Wat I've learnt in NIE........USELESS!!!